status quo

something doesnt feel right, but i just cant quite put a finger to it. ah well.

the more i watch disney channel, the more i dont want to stay in singapore. i keep telling myself that its for my education and the family but then it just doesnt make up for the distaste. no i dont dislike singapore, i just need a change.

i have about 50 yrs about my life left in the world (thats if i'm lucky, or unlucky), and i wouldnt want to waste any single minute of it doing the things that i dont feel comfortable doing. leading a routined life is boring and it gets so periodical to the extent that nowadays living through the next day for me doesnt require the usage of any thinking skill anymore. this is how people get retarded. the sluggish works of the brain and its cons.

i wouldnt want to be a likely victim. i doubt even mahjong can work its wonderbrain miracles then.

and, i'm starting to find joy in puzzle-fixing again! haha, the glee! i've got tons of them lying around my house still in its original box and wrapping even.

anyway, the june holidays made me realised how fun it is to stay at home. somehow or rather, i feel that the old, good feeling is coming back. and in that sense, i'm blessed.

okay cut that. i'm gonna talk about reality now.

BRAZIL IS OUT OF THE WORLDCUP! damn.

to think i thought that spain's exit is the worst setback of germany 06. now i know how round the football can get sia. like ee france, the old hillbillys. so underdog can. haha.

but this is the last of zizou (i hope). after 2006, it'll be all about spain, brazil and portugal! hoho. and okay france 4th.

aiya sian, i still feel as restless as i was before.

i'm going to find walt's predecessor now, bye!